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C. Quake — Sat, 12 Apr 2008 20:43:22 +0000

Pale skin
Blue sky
Breathe underwater
Water on your pores
Pollen in the air
Airplane
Your voice
My voice
What else?

A piece of code

C. Quake — Fri, 11 Apr 2008 16:24:46 +0000

while (1 == 1)
{

this.getRidOfYou = false;

Console.WriteLine(“You are my {0}, {1}, {2}, {3}”, “love”, “hate”, “fortune”, “misery”);

Console.WriteLine(“You are into my {0}, {1}, {2}”, “veins”, “thoughts”, “soul”);

}

C. Quake — Thu, 10 Apr 2008 12:34:04 +0000

I’m pretty bothered today, ya know?

Brand new Chandra.

C. Quake — Wed, 09 Apr 2008 07:39:35 +0000

I decided to change my look and feel this year.

I don’t know why… Perhaps I’m feeling different inside. What I know is I was looking at my mirror and I wasn’t recognizing myself, there.

So I started the “brand new Chandra” operation, and the first task was cutting my hair. I used to keep it quite long and wild (I was terrorized of hair stylists!!); now I’m going to keep it with a medium length (my hair tip is arriving around the center of my back).

Now I’m going to decide what to do: maybe I’ll do a couple of tattoos, it depends on if there is a nickel-free tattoo ink (ya know, I suffer of nickel allergy…).

The important thing is I’m changing inside, and my look and feel is going to reflect it.

I’m a stronger woman, now.

C. Quake — Tue, 08 Apr 2008 09:12:11 +0000

I had been able to defeat my worst nightmare, yesterday night.

Now I’m sure, I can shake the columns of this world, I can really transform my life.

And I’m proud of it.

B-day

C. Quake — Tue, 08 Apr 2008 07:19:18 +0000

http://cquake.deviantart.com/art/Dahlia-82219694

Happy birthday, Dahlia. I wish you could read those words, now……..

Yet another day in my life.

C. Quake — Sat, 05 Apr 2008 16:41:39 +0000

I had another dream with you, last night.

This time we were going for a walk hand by hand on a beautiful garden. The day was sunny and warm, and you were smiling, and enlightening everything around us with your smile. You were spreading joy and love from all your pores, and I was absolutely charmed by you, and begging to that day not finish at all. If I could I would take you with me and give you all love my heart is able to offer you, asking nothing in return.

On that moment I forgot how hard you treat me. I had been able to forget even all your coldness and indifference.

But at the end I woke up… and you were not by my side, as you normally do.

C. Quake — Tue, 01 Apr 2008 07:48:40 +0000

I miss everything of you, even your absence.
How comes?

C. Quake — Sun, 30 Mar 2008 12:42:53 +0000

Yep… Spring has REALLY arrived.

Damned allergy.

Life…

C. Quake — Wed, 26 Mar 2008 18:26:58 +0000

I’m really in love with you.

But we both know, it’s rather hard to be by your side. So, to heal my pain and to put a smile in my face, I listen to Des’ree’s song, “Life”.

In spite of I’m in the mood of “Wish you were here”, from Pink Floyd…

Ooh, Yeah
Oh yeah
Oh Life
Oh Life

I’m afraid of the dark
‘Specially when I’m in a park
And there’s no one
else around
Oh I get the shivers
I don’t wanna see a ghost
It’s the sight
that I fear most
I’d rather have a
piece of toast
Watch the evening news

Life, oh life
Oh life, oh life
Life, oh life
Oh life, oh life

I’m a superstitious girl
I’m the worst in the world
Never walk under ladders
I keep a rabbits’ tail
I’ll take you up on a dare
Anytime, anywhere
Name the place, I’ll be there
Bungee jumping, I don’t care

Life, oh life
Oh life, oh life
Life, oh life
Oh life, oh life
Life

So after all’s said and done
I know I’m not the only one
Life indeed can be fun
If you really want to
Sometimes living
out your dreams
Ain’t as easy as it seems
You wanna fly
around the world
In a beautiful balloon

Life, oh life
Oh life, oh life
Life, oh life
Oh life, oh life
Life, oh life
Oh life, oh life
Life, oh life
Oh life, oh life
Oh life, oh life…