Archive for April, 2008

Speaking freely

Pale skin
Blue sky
Breathe underwater
Water on your pores
Pollen in the air
Airplane
Your voice
My voice
What else?

A piece of code

while (1 == 1)
{
this.getRidOfYou = false;
Console.WriteLine(“You are my {0}, {1}, {2}, {3}”, “love”, “hate”, “fortune”, “misery”);
Console.WriteLine(“You are into my {0}, {1}, {2}”, “veins”, “thoughts”, “soul”);
}

I’m pretty bothered today, ya know? :(

Brand new Chandra.

I decided to change my look and feel this year. :)

I don’t know why… Perhaps I’m feeling different inside. What I know is I was looking at my mirror and I wasn’t recognizing myself, there.

So I started the “brand new Chandra” operation, and the first task was cutting my hair. I used to keep it quite long and wild (I was terrorized of hair stylists!!); now I’m going to keep it with a medium length (my hair tip is arriving around the center of my back).

Now I’m going to decide what to do: maybe I’ll do a couple of tattoos, it depends on if there is a nickel-free tattoo ink (ya know, I suffer of nickel allergy…).

The important thing is I’m changing inside, and my look and feel is going to reflect it. :)

I’m a stronger woman, now.

I had been able to defeat my worst nightmare, yesterday night.

Now I’m sure, I can shake the columns of this world, I can really transform my life.

And I’m proud of it. :)

B-day

http://cquake.deviantart.com/art/Dahlia-82219694

Happy birthday, Dahlia. I wish you could read those words, now……..

Yet another day in my life.

I had another dream with you, last night.

This time we were going for a walk hand by hand on a beautiful garden. The day was sunny and warm, and you were smiling, and enlightening everything around us with your smile. You were spreading joy and love from all your pores, and I was absolutely charmed by you, and begging to that day not finish at all. If I could I would take you with me and give you all love my heart is able to offer you, asking nothing in return.

On that moment I forgot how hard you treat me. I had been able to forget even all your coldness and indifference.

But at the end I woke up… and you were not by my side, as you normally do.

I miss everything of you, even your absence.
How comes?